okaay, im soo down today. after knowing a fact that really breaks my heart into dunno how many million pieces. called my babygirl
FeezahBeylo and talked to her abt it. She's cute taaw. she knew i was super down so she sent me that photo above. wahh, sempat kaaw edit ehh. manerh jek taw dpt gmbr2 akuu. but thaanks ehh, pantat. kaaw the
BEST uh. sayanng kaaw. i felt better after talking to her ((:
then petang2 gtuu, that guy text me. hahah.
Faizal uhh :D he slept when i woke up :D style knn. (: hahah. dier ehh, mcm blyh sense gituu akuu okaay ke taq.(: hahaha!! okaay2, backk to the main point.
*THAT GUY*, lets put him as
'E' kaay.
E was my ex. that heartbreaker, whom i had a super duper hard time to let go. cant deny that i still love him
though no longer as much as i do in the past. i shall not elaborate much on him. He's a sweet-talker and i swear he is. our relationship lasted on only 5 days. imagine that. 5 days. i knew him for freaking 4 months but lasted only 5 days in a relationship. maybe i was stupid. too gullible. okaay, enuff of the PAST. why i brought this up? basically bcos..
i was browsing thruu frens' blogs tdi. bey tber2 terjumpe 'E' pnyrh blog. dowan to link him uh ehh. heartpain jekk. i decided to read his old posts first uh. time-time duluu. dhh sengih-sengih bacerh, den i came across his latest post which was 2days ago, 18/02/10. one year ago was lyk our days uh. his latest post tuu, i got to noe.. he's attached. sempat he post this,
"to my bby *dot-dot*, thaanks fr wanting to be with me. yu knew my past & yu accepted it. i promise yu wont be my shortest. i'll be your longest one."tuu post lyk , aperh maksod ehh. jantan taq btl. dulu kaw ckp kaw the type yg taqley last long laah, cpt bosan laah. i was willing to accpt it uh then. but in the end everything ended with your stupid words.
"i akan tetap syg yu. we'll be 2gether again kk. keep my words kaay. i just dowan to be in a r'ship now." fuck uh nik smue sweet talks. my tears dulu tuu smue meant nth to him. wah, okaay. i cant elaborate more. im afraid i'll shed tears again. i shan't shed any for a BUSTARD lyk him anymore.
I HATE HIM and i swear I DO ! LAST LONG uhh krgg.
Feezah's words make me wake up uhh tadi.
♥ "FYQA ,
you know you have someone else to love knn. kaw jgn ingt2 psl si 'E' tuu laah. tuu jantan prngai btl mcm nbcb. biar uh dier happy-happy ngn tuu pmpn. kaaw knn slaluu ckp psl karma kn. nnty keneq balek uh deytuu. what for my babygirl cry over a guy lyk that? you dun deserve that laah pantat. kaw tawu smth, i love you and akuu taq sanggop ehh tgk kaw mcm gini. so dhh, senyum-senyum. yok kterh lanchaweyy psl org laen. hahah!"funny uh tuu anak. she managed to joke ehh time akuu ngh btl2 frust. but true ehh, i shouldn't think of him uh. akuu sayaang org laen. aku sayaang org laen. focus pat org yg akuu sayaang jek. btol3 ? hehehe. GET A LIFE, fyqa ((:
so now, shall continue msn-ing. :D aderh somebody tuu ngh carikk directions uhh :D hahaha! cute btl, sempat pkaai map navigation. hahaha ! but stupid me, area sendiri naq describe pun susaah. hahah ! okaay, nnty dier jumpe jgk laah knn. hahaha ! :D
♥ AKUU RINDUU DIAAkaay bye. (:
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